:: FRIDAY ::
happy friday.. went for class.. nice n intersting class indeed.. minus de cold tempreture.. den it's nice la.. hahax.. lent my shawl to Zoe.. myself dun hav anything.. =( buurrr..

went luch wif classmates.. went town wif them too.. wow!! i actually feel sad seperating from them le.. dunno y le.. hahax.. so weird.. wanna go wif them to cityhall de.. wanna hang ard wif them.. budden agree to meet dardar at tanah merah.. anyway, wad's wrong wif gf going all de way to tanah merah to pick him up?? i mean.. it's a 2-way relationship ma.. come on man.. i go pick him up doesn't mean he's a sissy or wad.. juz tt i took de iniative to meet him there.. i'm juz doing my role as a gf.. i dun require him to come all the way here JUZ to pick me up n sit all de way back to town agn right.. might as well i go pick him up, since i'm having concession n time, i dun see y not?? to me, it's more convenient to go tis way.. come on la.. USE UR BRAIN MAN..

Teong Cheng : dunno go where.
Gena, Grace, Michelle : i dunno where they go also.
Catherine : go shopping?
Wei Hong : went for GEMS class.
Kai : dunno go where.
Ryan : didn't came for sch today.
so seperated wif Zoe, Ferguson, Ericsson, SiShou, Randy, Edward, Kian Leong.. Nick stay in train wif me tilll he alight at paya lebar.. where he stayed.. -.-" so far!!

waited for dardar for quite sometime.. but i dun mind.. hahax.. long time no meet him, i abit nervous.. XD went movies as usual.. muz really thanks dardar.. if any of those modules related to movies, i tink i sure pass.. LOL.. hahax.. but thinking of de amount of money spent.. dardar.. let's go on weekdays if possible.. okay?

so went PS, watched JOHN TRUCKER MUST DIE.. nice one.. abit ger ger show la.. i didn't tink tt dardar would wanna watch tt.. or mayb he wan de time slot ba.. hahax.. if not, i'll suggest watch MIAMI VICE.. tink tt one abit nice? hahax.. love ya dardar! ^^

damn tired. hahax.. talked alot wif dardar.. i tink i love de talking part more than de huggy part.. hahax.. so, can we talk more? LOL..

:: WEDNESDAY ::
woke up pretty early, feeling damn low n tired.. sch as normal.. lunch meet wif PHYU!! omg, so long nvr see her la.. hahax.. we talked alot.. asked alot.. chitty-chatty.. hahax.. went for GEMS class.. abit sianz la.. no frenz i know there.. my pathetic class onli have wad? 3-4 gers onli? -.-" scary.. but de lesson was rather interesting to me.. mayb cuz teacher is talking abt de history of computers, PC n stuff.. hahax.. meet leewah at her lion n dragon dance booth.. was escaping from SPIM duty.. hahax.. cuz their booth oso got no one.. told them i was going on duty from 4-5 right.. -.-" no management agn.. so in de end, me went for choir booth duty.. onli me alone at de booth sia.. so lonely.. helping choir make me feel abit weird.. cuz i planing to quit it, yet now, i dun feel like quitting it liaoz.. i dunno i dunno i dunno.. went out to meet ah ger at cityhall.. so tired n sleepy.. hahax.. went practically "walking" ard cityhall that area.. dunno where is where also.. haahx.. in de end, found de stupid SHAW BUILDING.. went up n saw a whole damn loads of ppl there.. most won tickets de.. hahax.. THANKS AH GER FOR INVITING ME GO!! ^^ damn nice show.. we watched rob-b-hood... thou de title might sound eerrgghh.. disguisting, but de movie is nice la.. hahax.. love their story.. make ppl feel aww~~ one second and *sob sob* another second.. BABY is de cutest thing.. hahax.. love it.. dardar wanna go watch together? hehex..

home. tired. damn tired. sis tot i go out dating. -.-" mom dun believe me. wth. tml sure kena lecture.. aarrgghh!! is there any wrong getting a bf?????? F5!!

hey, wrong in posting.. maumau's wedding WILL NOT BE HELD TONIGHT AT 9PM..

due to some things happening, we decided to postponed the wedding. sorry for de confusion..

moodless.
senseless.
directionless.

i dunno what i gonna do..

i guess it's time to meet God for awhile.. =)


hm, yesterday had great time chatting wif davs.. thou it's juz a short while.. but still, he can juz made my day.. sadly, maumau's divorced wif him n marrying marshie guy today.. wednesday.. hopefully mom allow me to use my computer..

yesterday, dad was v frustrated wif me.. rather or mayb lost his temper on me.. me n my maple.. morning woke up, mom scolded me.. it's all cuz of maple? or mayb is cuz i dun hav time management.. yea.. i dun hav appetite to eat nor do anything.. juz like.. zombie like tt.. sleep late at night.. woke up, go sch.. go home.. parents n sis scold me.. go to bed.. n repeat de whole process agn..

dardar sad cuz of me. parent's angry at me. sis always scold me. best frenz even forgotten our meeting. mayb i shld b leaving tis world.

okay, so mom asked me tis qn during diner time..

which one would u choose?

children? or career?

well, it's a rather tough choice for me.. to choose.. but i choose CAREER.. cuz i wanna earn my money first.. before setting up a family.. but, i dun tink i wanna hav kids.. it's pain.. it's.. aarrgghh.. i dunno.. let's juz see how it goes..

hahax.. so which one would you choose?

:: SUNDAY ::
the whole day felt uneasy.. i dunno y.. i make dardar angry le.. haiz.. he left without saying gd nite.. maple juz sucks when i kip on dc-ing.. but there's this lovely guy hu's willing to spend money on maple to get wed.. LOL.. maumau is officially divorced from davyd.. hahax.. n she' marrying soon.. tis wed night at 9pm.. so, hu's free to attend her wedding? but i do really miss my ex-hubby.. hahax.. all de fun we had.. really missed all de great times.. thou there might b some misunderstanding going on.. hmm, time go move on.. now sch reopens.. n i MIGHT hav a goal in mind.. but, i live my life like a boat, u push me where i'll go where.. i've forgotten everything.. omg.. end of year how? sure die one.. my GEMS module oso i'm taking alone.. waa~~ sad.. choir, been missing out aload of stuff.. tink if i go back, i dun even know where we are.. sucks la.. aarrgghh!! SPIM, been helping them complete some works onli.. managed to complete de flyer design for them.. parent? not been v gud terms with them aft all de bf thingi happening.. dardar? haiz.. i dunno wad else to say.. frenz? some were juz taking advantage of me.. msia frenz? surprisingly, they still rmbs me eventhou i didn't wanna contact them for years.. haiz.. hope tis sem would b a more peaceful sem for me.. i dun wanna repeat any modules..

this whole (@#$%)-ing society wans more of us..

n i didn't swear in my blog.. hahax.. i juz wrote @#$% there.. it doesn't mean anything.. ^^

:: SATURDAY ::
hmm, me n my sis woke up at ard 12pm plusplus.. hahax.. our sentosa trip is still ON!! hoo yea~!! ^^ so happy.. so went all de way to Sentosa.. walked de beach.. looked at hunks.. ( naughty sis ).. hahax.. went ard.. to me, Sentosa have nth much to tour around.. to me la.. hahax.. OMG.. BEN'S N JERRY'S ICECREAM is damn shiok la!! since it's so expensive, i thought tt we could share but NO.. my sis bought me a scoop too... waa~ LOVE U JIE!!! ^^ n it's damn nice la.. mmm~ sweet!

we sat busses from one stop back to the main stop.. hahax.. it was fun.. esp de red line bus.. hehex.. n i was thinking, shall we go to mount faber? muahahaha.. but go there for wad le? drink a drink there sure very expensive de.. smmore, we cannot stay for long.. so, we juz gaved up de idea..

so, when we were standing facing this 2 hot hunks, ( hu obliously got muscles n hair n looks? ) we two we like.. woah! hahax.. n guess wad? one of them lean over de muscular guy, n stroke his arm!! wow!! were they GAY?? anyway, there's nth wrong wif gay, but it's a pity la.. most gay couples i saw, they were aww~~ HANDSOME.. hahax..

so we went to shop shop awhile.. err, food hunting glory.. hahax.. no bags.. no shoes.. no clothes. juz PURE FOOD!! muahahaahah... fat fat fat!!

:: FRIDAY ::
tired. damn tired. went for SPIM first time meeting.. walau.. super headache la.. omg.. got loads of things to do.. aarrgghh.. go awayz la!!!

tired. slp.

:: THURSDAY ::
kk, shall update.. ppl said i starting to neglect my blog laioz.. hahax..

so here's a super simple post..

woke up. home alone. received calls from leewah. tired. sleepy. mom came back. helped wif housework. mom allowed me to have dinner outside. happy. ^^. went out wif leewah first. meet up wif yanwen n chee ming later. went arcade. drive de stupid daytona. no turbo. lose agn. sux. went kbox wif them. weird weird like tt. 4 ppl. we not v close yet close. dunno how to say. weird. juz plain weird. so, went to our room. so small sia. as compared to marine parade tt one. so, duckiewing selected all his songs first. mama select a few. me select all those shitty english songs onli. yawen le. i dunno he got sing anot la. like go there do nth. juz watch mtv. but most of all. we DID HAD GREAT FUN. err. still weird weird la. duckiewing n yawen went home. me n mama go eat dinner. happy. went home. sis all dun trust me going out wif ccm n yw they all. they tot i sneak out go dating agn. wtf. i go where oso got tell them lo. now SIS oso dun trust me laioz. spoil my mood. went in maple. till now. 4am le. nites all. tml no mood.

:: SATURDAY ::
yesterday night i was damn angry wif maple thingi.. hahax.. shall not talk abt it.. okay, so well, i slept at 6am in de morning.. not cuz of mapling.. dun worry.. hahax.. but cuz i simply cannot slp la.. msg ppl.. c hu slp le.. bry didn't reply my msg.. my kor didn't reply my msg.. thank God there was dardar hu replied my msg.. hahax.. so chatted wif him.. bla bla bla.. tired le.. went to slp..

woke up at 1plus.. sorry dardar.. u msg n called me so many times.. yet i didn't picked up de phone.. so sorry.. quickily went outta hse before parents come back home.. hahax.. can say i sneak out one.. until my dad calls me.. hahax.. i so bad..

so practically we went to town, walk ard dunno call wad shopping center la.. saw Joyce from choir.. den walk ard agn.. meet up wif his fren.. first time seeing his frenz.. well, it's nth much la.. we didn't even TALK to each other.. haiz.. nxt time muz make effort to talk to his frenz.. hahax.. so aft de movies.. thank God my sis bought me 2boxes of flu remmedy ( how do u spell it? ) to drink.. so i'm able to last for a while more.. hahax.. de movie.. not really nice to watch le.. hahax.. tink is de cool aircon or mayb REALLY de movie itself is boring.. hmm, first time seeing such BLOODY show in such BIG screen.. hahax.. his frenz oso abit sianz sianz lo.. sorry ar.. oh ya.... dar dar n his language problem.. hahax.. waste money sia!!! his frenz helped us bought ticket.. n he bought 4!! FOUR??!!! omg.. waste $10 bucks!! ...

home. tired. hmm, thanks nelson, for letting me know her.. ur GF.. hahax.. XD kk.. no la.. she's juz a cool chick from sweeden!!! hahax.. nice talking to her.. we seems to b able to click well with each other even without u.. hahax.. =P

:: THURSDAY ::
hmm, went fr spdp.. err, okay la.. not v fun oso.. all those i know how to do alreadi.. nth exciting.. hmm, meet dar dar at tiong bahru, been wondering wad he doing there la.. wait wait wait for him.. finally he CAME.. hahax.. mrt to orchard.. walk walk ard.. ate PEPPER LUNCH for de first time.. hahax.. i sooo noob.. dunno how to cook.. XD see dar dar eat.. v cute.. hahax.. anyway, de plain green tea was damn nice.. hahax.. mayb to dar dar is bitter, but i LOVE it.. better than drinking those pokka de la.. hahax.. soooo long nvr drank such tea le.. missing it.. ^^

movies as usual, but we watched one funny n stupid movie.. all de jokes so damn dirty la.. hahax.. but can listen to his laughter.. hahax.. tis time, no popcorn, no drink, nothing.. hahax..

walked walked ard... nth much to walk oso.. first time hearing dar dar wan take neoprint.. budden sorry wor, tis princess (thick face ^^ ) dun feel like taking neoprints.. hahax..

arcade as usual, daytona i WON.. hahax.. wohooo~~ ^^ kk la.. i juz managed to speed thru him on de last few seconds.. hahax.. den, it's exchanging present time.. hahax.. by right he shldn't gimme presents de lo.. but dunno him la.. weird weird de.. hahax.. anyway, gave him my stupid present... one childish balloon.. one couple photo-frame.. err, dun tink my gift is anything special la.. haiz.. wad to do, money give other ppl use liaoz.. cannot treat him.. haiz.. today is supposingly celebrate his bdae.. den he hav to pay for EVERYTHING.. how can?? even de stupid arcade game oso he pay.. aiya~ i so useless.. wait i got my money back, den, muahaha.. my turn to treat u.. agreed??

aaaaa... i'm afraid of escalators!!

saw my fren. saw his fren. saw mama. saw his fren. saw my fren. ^^

:: TUESDAY ::

couldn't slp. swimming early morning. lunch at mama hse. raining. bus to bkt panjang. meet ah ger. meet mama fren. meet dar dar. walk walk. starbucks. bus. nearby mama's hse. home. tired. dinner. bath. on9. maple.

sun-tanned. -.-"

:: MONDAY ::
hmm, been long since i've blogged.. there's some problem wif this account.. i can't seem to post anything on.. nvm, shall skipped a few things.. hmm, well, things been going on v roughly these ddays for me.. mostly cuz family.. my habbit of playing maple been getting worst.. i could slp for a few hrs.. n play for hrs n hrs.. tt's wad made my parents worried.. but all de more, my dar dar is gud enuf to support me on tt.. hahax.. hope i didn't neglect him..

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